[Letting people hurt him as he does probably isn't particularly helping his mental state, even if he's seeking it out and wants it. Each wound leaves its mark in its way. Yet, Wade's not sure he can stop.]
You can't promise that. And I can handle it.
[He tries to reassure him with a smile that doesn't reach his eyes.]
There's a poem or a saying or something that's like... we're stronger in the broken places? Something like that. I'm sure I'm remembering it wrong. Still, it sounds about right. They may have broken me in some ways, but I'm strong. And they never once let them shut me up. [Getting on Francis' nerves had been the only thing that had kept him going for a while.] No one ever will.
( you should really be careful, wade. nate is capable of extraordinary things that even he himself isn't yet aware of. still, while he may not be able to one hundred percent promise it, he intends to see it through about ninety-nine percent of the way.
gently, he slips a hand away from wade's cheek and drags the tips of his fingers softly across the other's face β his forehead, blue eyes watching their path as he does. he could take it all away, he thinks. take away the memories of pain and torture that wade has endured and still carries with him. he could just... make them no longer exist, but. he doesn't. wade's words about being broken pulling him from those thoughts and having his gaze linger there on his. )
I like that you don't. ( shut up, he means. ) Even if I don't always know what you're talking about.
( smile there soft and warm on his lips, he noses at wade again, letting that hand fall away from his face and gently hold at the back of his neck. )
You're a little broken and I'm a little lost. But that's ok. Cause we have each other.
[Without the pain and torture Wade wouldn't be who he is. Even before Francis, he'd been broken by his childhood, by the military. Those things shaped him. Without them, who might he be? ]
It's better you don't know what I'm talking about. Half the time I don't even know what I'm talking about.
[He just looks in Nate's eyes, admiring the feeling he could see in them without Nate needing to project them to him. Wade sometimes wonders if he's been selfish, in allowing this... whatever it was to grow between them. Nate wasn't even half his age. Then there was the matter that Wade didn't believe he was good for anyone, not after losing Vanessa.]
We do, don't we? [He keeps finding himself seeking Nate out, thinking about him when he's not there. Then he's willing to do whatever he can to make him happy. He knows what it all means. Wade's not usually so reluctant to bandy about the word love. But that's when it's a joke. When he doesn't actually care. Or when he assumes the other person won't actually know how serious he is.] And I'm not going anywhere.
[That may be a promise Wade can't keep either, but he'll try his damnedest.]
( he knows neither of them can make such a bold promise as that. nothing can really be promised here, he thinks. but that doesn't stop him from wanting to make them β from wanting to show just how much he cares and how much he's willing to do for him... for this.
smile there soft on his lips, reassurance given to wade in the form of gentle touches to his face and neck, he drops his head back against the pillows, bringing a leg up to bend at the knee there, settling against the other mutant's side. )
Good. Cause neither am I.
( and he seals that deal of theirs with a kiss, leaning up some. a slow, sweet, tender kiss. full of everything that he quietly feels for wade. )
[Wade meets those kisses just as tenderly, but eventually he starts to grow needier, mouth falling to the other man's neck.]
I am curious though. [Wade moves to settle on top of him more fully, fingers falling to the shirt Nate's got on, tugging at it. He smiles against his neck, mumbling in between mouthing skin.] Why the fuck did you bother putting on clothes? It's like you don't even like me at all, Nate. I'm very upset right now. Inconsolable.
( laughter spills from his lips in a way that's both soft and warm, head tipping back to give wade better access to his neck he seems to be mouthing at. )
I thought you might need a bit of rest after your three day adventure.
( hands finding their way around wade, he smooths them along the other man's shoulder blades. slow and sensual. )
Didn't want to get you all hot and bothered with seeing me naked.
[He opens his mouth dragging his teeth down to his collarbone. Nate's laughter pools his body with pleasure, blooming from his belly outward. Wade liked making people laugh, him especially.]
That's my secret, Nate. I'm always hot and bothered.
[Wade nips at his neck, grinding against him as he's already starting to get hard. Maybe he'd come originally just thinking he wanted to spend time with him and unwind, but he couldn't seem to help himself.]
( the sound that leaves him when wade grinds down against him is a breathless gasp, bright blue eyes falling shut and lips parting to give way to a pleased little noise. he swallows, hands slow in the way they brush along those shoulder blades, and he grips at wade's arms then, tipping his head forward and letting those blue eyes flutter open. )
I missed you.
( words that leave his lips a little softer than he maybe means them to be but completely honest and genuine. sheepish smile, he slowly rolls his hips up against wade's and hums a little, eyes falling shut for just a second or two as he does. )
[Pulling off Nate's shirt over his head, he sits up a moment to tear off his own. He groans, grinding his growing erection even more needfully against Nate's. ]
I missed you too. And so did lil' Wade.
[Sometimes Wade does do his best to absolutely ruin a moment...]
( lucky for wade, it only gets a huff of laughter from nate. also, good thing he didn't change out of his pajama bottoms since those are a lot easier to slip out of and he might not be wearing anything else under them shock of shocks. nate freeballin' grey. )
I don't think he's all that little.
( words mumbled against his lips, nate slips a hand down between them and works his fingers over the outline of wade's bulge there, kissing him with a soft little moan as he does. )
No, he isn't. [Wade agrees cheekily as he continues to paw at Nate, before tugging down his own pants to let out the big guy.] But it's like an ironic lil'. Like Little John in Robin Hood.
[The question makes him sputter and do a double take like he can't believe it's Nate who's asked that question.] When you put it like that you have to know I absolutely am going to do that. [Because hearing Nate say 'breed me' made his cock jerk and pulse at the mere thought of it. He bites playfully at Nate's bottom lip.]
Do you want to take all my seed? Want me to fill you up?
( knowing it's something that wade seems to be into, it's easy for him to want to fall into itz especially if it gets the other mutant all riled up like he is.
smile on his lips, he noses at wade, letting lips brush over his, pushing that pleased little sound into the other's mouth. )
Yeah, I do.
( fingers stroking over that cock again, he nods with a soft hum. )
I really, really do.
( and as if to prove that point, he brings over a bottle of lube with his mind - no hands - and drops it down next to them on the bed. )
[There's probably little that Wade couldn't get into, kinky bastard that he is. He's busy staring at Nate, nibbling at his bottom lip, and peppering him with kisses that he doesn't notice the lube until it's fallen and he can feel it bump up against his side.
Glancing down, he grins, reaching for the bottle and squirting a very liberal amount onto his fingers before falling between them to tease at Nate's ass, spreading him.]
Who am I to say no to that? I can't. Know why? Because I'm a giver.
( this is still nate taking care of wade β making sure that he's emotionally ok despite his having been "factory reset" as he put it. this is still that, yes, but it's also nate wanting to explore more things with this very important person here in his life. someone he... appreciates. very much. in many deep ways.
so when wade seems practically thrilled with the whole breeding idea, it makes nate happy. not just to see wade light up for this, but because it's something else he gets to explore himself and with wade? he always feels safe in doing so.
legs spreading apart a little more, he shifts his hips up when he feels wade's fingers between those legs, lips chasing after his for a sweet but slightly heated kiss. )
[He emphasizes the words with his plunging fingers, watching the way Nate responds to him.
Wade is okay, more or less. The party had been a lot, and maybe had left a few people with harder recoveries, but pain is Wade's normal. Although there's no denying that being around Nate did heal some of his damage that had been there before the party that had certianly been exhasterbated by it.
Fingers pull out and he slicks up his cock before he starts to push himself inside, thrusting all the way to the hilt.]
If you're a good boy, I'll breed you twice. Really make sure I fill you up to the brim.
( the moment he feels wade nudge inside him, his head tips back and lips part, soft little gasp on them as he does. they've done this a number of times now β wade is really the one he sleeps with the most here, but even so, he's still getting used to being stretched and fucked like he is with wade but he always wants it β always wants this closeness between them.
fingers gripping at scarred biceps, the sound that leaves him when wade thrusts in deep is a strangled sort of cry that's a mix of pain and pleasure. he always just needs a second or two to get used to suddenly having someone inside him and to show that he's fine and that he just needs that second, he brushes the tips of his fingers along those biceps he'd been holding tight to, letting out a breath as he lifts his hips up against wade, soft little sound leaving his lips as he does. )
Gonna make a mess of the bed when it all leaks out.
( words he manages to murmur as he lifts his head and blindly catches wade's lips for a kiss. )
But that'd probably turn you on all over again, huh?
[Wade leans down to nuzzle at Nate's neck, letting out a shaky breath as he stays deep inside him until Nate adjusts. The soft cry out of Nate's lips does things to Wade, coils at his insides, and warms them. Wade laughs against his neck,]
Pretty much anything with you would turn me on all over again. [Because Wade is a smitten fucking idiot.]
( the gentle touches and nuzzles that wade feeds to him are just as nice as the cock he's fed. he knows they tend to get heated with each other when they're like this together β knows that he himself gets a little heated with all of this still being so new and exciting for him to feel and experience. still, he adores the way that, despite wade's never ending horniness, he manages to still be soft with him... still take care of him and make sure he's taken care of.
an arch of his back, he drops his head down against the pillows, fingers gently ghosting along the other's arms and biceps. )
Next time, I wanna be the one inside you.
( nosing at wade, a soft huff of laughter leaves him. )
[Once it seems like Nate's acclimated to Wade's dick, he starts to move, speeding up with each deep and targeted thrust. He's really starting to get into it when Nate speaks and he nearly comes right then and there, fingers tightening at hips and digging a bit into flesh.]
Sh-shit! Fuck, yeah! You can fuck me stupid, stud. Give me the business.
[He's positively giddy now as he leans back to fuck Nate in earnest, already thinking about this supposed 'next time'.]
( the harder thrusts and enthusiasm at the thought of being fucked by him has nate's head tipping back and his moaning and groaning becoming so much louder than he means for it to be. it's morning, steve could be here or still asleep and yet, he can't seem to be all that bothered to keep quiet. not when wade is fucking him as good as he is. )
βm'gonna. Gonna see how it feels to be inside you like this.
( he mumbles the words more than anything, hands twisting up in the sheets around him while heels dig into the mattress, legs spread wide around the other mutant. he can already feel himself being so close to giving in, still finding all of this overwhelming in such a good way and he reaches down to touch himself β to give his own aching cock a bit of attention as he bites down on his bottom lip, taking those erratic thrusts from wade. )
I ca-can't wait... [Wade mumbles as he struggles to find words, while still plunging into Nate's ass. Looking down to see the other man stroking himself is nearly enough to send him over the edge right then, but he keeps from it just barely.]
Do it then, babe. Come right on my stomach, shoot your load all o-over me... [Wade isn't even entirely sure what he's saying at this point, words just spilling out like a word salad.] Make a fucking mess.
( it feels so good β wade feels so good being so deep inside him like this, knowing that he full on intends to breed him like he wants. nate wants him to as well β wants to feel the thrill of it vibrating through the other mutant as he spills inside him so deep and hot. it's an imageβ it's a feeling he so desperately wants to make happen and have that he can barely hold off any longer in getting there himself and with a few more quick pumps to his own cock, he does as wade asks and spills his own seed. )
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( it's the only wordβ the only sound he can get out as he comes, spilling over trembling fingers β a splatter of thick white cum across the other's stomach, he tips his head back with eyes squeezed shut tight and lets himself go a little more, swearing that he can see stars upon stars behind his eyes as he does. as he makes a mess of his hand and the other's stomach, loving how good it feels to do so. )
[Wade's eyes are glued on Nate's cock as he finally comes and the mess he makes of both their stomachs. It's so fucking hot he can barely think straight, thrusting ever deeper. As deep as he can get.]
Gonna... gonna fill you up. Gonna fill up your fertile little ass!
[Is that sexy? He hopes so. What are words again? He comes hard, holding himself deep and clutching tight to Nate's hips as he lets loose his substantial load.]
( in all honesty, there's a brief second where his mind wonders what the hell he's going on about, but it's barely there at the forefront of his mind because the other is suddenly coming inside him and nate lets himself tap into what wade feels as he does, wanting to feel it on top of what he already feels.
it has him gasping β has his head tipping back even further than when he came himself and the sounds he makes after that first initial gasp are both loud and lewd and he can't help but fist at the sheets around him as he digs his heels into the mattress as some means of keeping grounded through all this.
somehow, this feels more intense than the other times they've been like this β the other times they've had sex, and nate can't quite pinpoint why, just that he likes it. )
[He shudders, the last few drops of cum dribbling out of his cock as he starts to soften and slide out of Nate. With a sigh, he collapses on the bed beside him. Wade turns his head to look at Nate, a content and lazy smile on his face as he does.]
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You can't promise that. And I can handle it.
[He tries to reassure him with a smile that doesn't reach his eyes.]
There's a poem or a saying or something that's like... we're stronger in the broken places? Something like that. I'm sure I'm remembering it wrong. Still, it sounds about right. They may have broken me in some ways, but I'm strong. And they never once let them shut me up. [Getting on Francis' nerves had been the only thing that had kept him going for a while.] No one ever will.
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gently, he slips a hand away from wade's cheek and drags the tips of his fingers softly across the other's face β his forehead, blue eyes watching their path as he does. he could take it all away, he thinks. take away the memories of pain and torture that wade has endured and still carries with him. he could just... make them no longer exist, but. he doesn't. wade's words about being broken pulling him from those thoughts and having his gaze linger there on his. )
I like that you don't. ( shut up, he means. ) Even if I don't always know what you're talking about.
( smile there soft and warm on his lips, he noses at wade again, letting that hand fall away from his face and gently hold at the back of his neck. )
You're a little broken and I'm a little lost. But that's ok. Cause we have each other.
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It's better you don't know what I'm talking about. Half the time I don't even know what I'm talking about.
[He just looks in Nate's eyes, admiring the feeling he could see in them without Nate needing to project them to him. Wade sometimes wonders if he's been selfish, in allowing this... whatever it was to grow between them. Nate wasn't even half his age. Then there was the matter that Wade didn't believe he was good for anyone, not after losing Vanessa.]
We do, don't we? [He keeps finding himself seeking Nate out, thinking about him when he's not there. Then he's willing to do whatever he can to make him happy. He knows what it all means. Wade's not usually so reluctant to bandy about the word love. But that's when it's a joke. When he doesn't actually care. Or when he assumes the other person won't actually know how serious he is.] And I'm not going anywhere.
[That may be a promise Wade can't keep either, but he'll try his damnedest.]
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smile there soft on his lips, reassurance given to wade in the form of gentle touches to his face and neck, he drops his head back against the pillows, bringing a leg up to bend at the knee there, settling against the other mutant's side. )
Good. Cause neither am I.
( and he seals that deal of theirs with a kiss, leaning up some. a slow, sweet, tender kiss. full of everything that he quietly feels for wade. )
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I am curious though. [Wade moves to settle on top of him more fully, fingers falling to the shirt Nate's got on, tugging at it. He smiles against his neck, mumbling in between mouthing skin.] Why the fuck did you bother putting on clothes? It's like you don't even like me at all, Nate. I'm very upset right now. Inconsolable.
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I thought you might need a bit of rest after your three day adventure.
( hands finding their way around wade, he smooths them along the other man's shoulder blades. slow and sensual. )
Didn't want to get you all hot and bothered with seeing me naked.
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That's my secret, Nate. I'm always hot and bothered.
[Wade nips at his neck, grinding against him as he's already starting to get hard. Maybe he'd come originally just thinking he wanted to spend time with him and unwind, but he couldn't seem to help himself.]
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I missed you.
( words that leave his lips a little softer than he maybe means them to be but completely honest and genuine. sheepish smile, he slowly rolls his hips up against wade's and hums a little, eyes falling shut for just a second or two as he does. )
This feels better...
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I missed you too. And so did lil' Wade.
[Sometimes Wade does do his best to absolutely ruin a moment...]
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I don't think he's all that little.
( words mumbled against his lips, nate slips a hand down between them and works his fingers over the outline of wade's bulge there, kissing him with a soft little moan as he does. )
You gonna breed me before breakfast?
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[The question makes him sputter and do a double take like he can't believe it's Nate who's asked that question.] When you put it like that you have to know I absolutely am going to do that. [Because hearing Nate say 'breed me' made his cock jerk and pulse at the mere thought of it. He bites playfully at Nate's bottom lip.]
Do you want to take all my seed? Want me to fill you up?
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smile on his lips, he noses at wade, letting lips brush over his, pushing that pleased little sound into the other's mouth. )
Yeah, I do.
( fingers stroking over that cock again, he nods with a soft hum. )
I really, really do.
( and as if to prove that point, he brings over a bottle of lube with his mind - no hands - and drops it down next to them on the bed. )
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Glancing down, he grins, reaching for the bottle and squirting a very liberal amount onto his fingers before falling between them to tease at Nate's ass, spreading him.]
Who am I to say no to that? I can't. Know why? Because I'm a giver.
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so when wade seems practically thrilled with the whole breeding idea, it makes nate happy. not just to see wade light up for this, but because it's something else he gets to explore himself and with wade? he always feels safe in doing so.
legs spreading apart a little more, he shifts his hips up when he feels wade's fingers between those legs, lips chasing after his for a sweet but slightly heated kiss. )
You're gonna give it to me good, right?
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[He emphasizes the words with his plunging fingers, watching the way Nate responds to him.
Wade is okay, more or less. The party had been a lot, and maybe had left a few people with harder recoveries, but pain is Wade's normal. Although there's no denying that being around Nate did heal some of his damage that had been there before the party that had certianly been exhasterbated by it.
Fingers pull out and he slicks up his cock before he starts to push himself inside, thrusting all the way to the hilt.]
If you're a good boy, I'll breed you twice. Really make sure I fill you up to the brim.
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fingers gripping at scarred biceps, the sound that leaves him when wade thrusts in deep is a strangled sort of cry that's a mix of pain and pleasure. he always just needs a second or two to get used to suddenly having someone inside him and to show that he's fine and that he just needs that second, he brushes the tips of his fingers along those biceps he'd been holding tight to, letting out a breath as he lifts his hips up against wade, soft little sound leaving his lips as he does. )
Gonna make a mess of the bed when it all leaks out.
( words he manages to murmur as he lifts his head and blindly catches wade's lips for a kiss. )
But that'd probably turn you on all over again, huh?
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Pretty much anything with you would turn me on all over again. [Because Wade is a smitten fucking idiot.]
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an arch of his back, he drops his head down against the pillows, fingers gently ghosting along the other's arms and biceps. )
Next time, I wanna be the one inside you.
( nosing at wade, a soft huff of laughter leaves him. )
Gonna give you a cream filling.
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Sh-shit! Fuck, yeah! You can fuck me stupid, stud. Give me the business.
[He's positively giddy now as he leans back to fuck Nate in earnest, already thinking about this supposed 'next time'.]
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βm'gonna. Gonna see how it feels to be inside you like this.
( he mumbles the words more than anything, hands twisting up in the sheets around him while heels dig into the mattress, legs spread wide around the other mutant. he can already feel himself being so close to giving in, still finding all of this overwhelming in such a good way and he reaches down to touch himself β to give his own aching cock a bit of attention as he bites down on his bottom lip, taking those erratic thrusts from wade. )
You're gonna make me come...
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Do it then, babe. Come right on my stomach, shoot your load all o-over me... [Wade isn't even entirely sure what he's saying at this point, words just spilling out like a word salad.] Make a fucking mess.
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Iβ
( it's the only wordβ the only sound he can get out as he comes, spilling over trembling fingers β a splatter of thick white cum across the other's stomach, he tips his head back with eyes squeezed shut tight and lets himself go a little more, swearing that he can see stars upon stars behind his eyes as he does. as he makes a mess of his hand and the other's stomach, loving how good it feels to do so. )
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Gonna... gonna fill you up. Gonna fill up your fertile little ass!
[Is that sexy? He hopes so. What are words again? He comes hard, holding himself deep and clutching tight to Nate's hips as he lets loose his substantial load.]
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it has him gasping β has his head tipping back even further than when he came himself and the sounds he makes after that first initial gasp are both loud and lewd and he can't help but fist at the sheets around him as he digs his heels into the mattress as some means of keeping grounded through all this.
somehow, this feels more intense than the other times they've been like this β the other times they've had sex, and nate can't quite pinpoint why, just that he likes it. )
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So. Do you feel... 'breeded'?
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can fade here or with your tag I think <3