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[abide]

[ don't perceive him like this. ]

There will be time for everyone else. I'm asking if you want to, Nate.

[overconfidently]

i don't know. it's hard to get in the mood with everything that's been going on.

[abide]

It'd just be the two of us. It doesn't have to be anything intense.

[overconfidently]

i didn't mean christmas sex?

[abide]

Neither did I. Is that what you thought I was talking about?

[overconfidently]

maybe for a minute.

[abide]

[ well. ]

We can spend time not doing that, you know. We could try to make dinner?

[overconfidently]

i don't know. it's just hard to think about any of that stuff right now.

[abide]

Is there anything I can do?

[overconfidently]

no. but thank you.

[abide]

I'm here if you ever wanna talk about it.
You're not alone.

[overconfidently]

what's there to talk about? you'd be disappointed in me.

[abide]

It sounds like there's plenty to talk about if you believe that.
You've never disappointed me.

[overconfidently]

what if i told you i wanted to kill someone? that i tried to kill someone?

[abide]

I would say there'd have to be a reason you tried.

[overconfidently]

have you ever wanted to kill someone? have you tried to?

[abide]

A long time ago.
I was young. Angry. Sometimes, it's easy to get caught up in the feeling and follow it.

[ but that was also war, and he'd done a lot of stupid things for stupid reasons. ]

Do you think it was the right decision?

[overconfidently]

i think i was angry and something needed to be done for what he did. i didn't even care if this place influenced him to. that doesn't mean consequences don't come with those actions.