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USERNAME: GREY
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fourthwalled: (unmasked: long day)

[personal profile] fourthwalled 2022-08-21 08:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[Wade is looking him in the eyes when Nate says that but it almost makes him bashful. Why did he always have to be so cute? He looks down at the sheets between them.]

Do you? [That makes one of them.] Even if I like getting hurt? Even if I'm a mess?
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[personal profile] fourthwalled 2022-08-21 09:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[He peaks up at him through lashes, the only hair on his body left. Wade squeezes the hand that he's holding, then launches himself at Nate to kiss him out of nowhere, pressing him down on the bed as he does.

When he finally pulls back, he's teary-eyed.]


I don't understand why you feel that way, but I'm grateful. I've never... I've never told you why I'm like this, have I? What... happened to me?

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cw: mention of cancer, torture

[personal profile] fourthwalled 2022-08-21 10:56 pm (UTC)(link)
No, I wouldn't say it's difficult to talk about.

[He's told plenty of people about it before. So there's no real apprehension in saying it. His eyes are watering because he's an emotional whirlwind.]

It is why I freaked out when they tried to make Scott and I do that medical kink shit. And why I hate hospitals.

[Wade rests his head against Nate's, taking a breath.]

After I got cancer. I tried everything. Chemotherapy. Clean eating. Herbs. A witch doctor. Nothing worked. This guy shows up out of nowhere and says the organization he works for can cure my cancer and make me a superhero.

The first time he showed up I told him to fuck off, but when it became clear nothing was going to work and I was going to die, I figured fuck it. What's the worst that could happen? And at least this way Vanessa wouldn't have to watch me die...
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cw: mentions of cancer, torture, death

[personal profile] fourthwalled 2022-08-22 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
If only I'd known there were worse things than death.

[He lets out a soft sigh when Nate's hand runs along his back, relaxing into the touch, eyes closing as he keeps talking.]

Turns out their plan was to torture me until my mutant powers manifested. I was basically a lab rat. They didn't care if I lived or died. I don't know how long I was there. Months maybe? I got drowned, burned, and deprived of oxygen. Pretty much a smorgasbord of torture. Anything and everything that you could think of. All at the hands of this fuck named Francis.
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[personal profile] fourthwalled 2022-08-22 04:37 am (UTC)(link)
[Letting people hurt him as he does probably isn't particularly helping his mental state, even if he's seeking it out and wants it. Each wound leaves its mark in its way. Yet, Wade's not sure he can stop.]

You can't promise that. And I can handle it.

[He tries to reassure him with a smile that doesn't reach his eyes.]

There's a poem or a saying or something that's like... we're stronger in the broken places? Something like that. I'm sure I'm remembering it wrong. Still, it sounds about right. They may have broken me in some ways, but I'm strong. And they never once let them shut me up. [Getting on Francis' nerves had been the only thing that had kept him going for a while.] No one ever will.
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[personal profile] fourthwalled 2022-08-23 01:06 am (UTC)(link)
[Without the pain and torture Wade wouldn't be who he is. Even before Francis, he'd been broken by his childhood, by the military. Those things shaped him. Without them, who might he be? ]

It's better you don't know what I'm talking about. Half the time I don't even know what I'm talking about.

[He just looks in Nate's eyes, admiring the feeling he could see in them without Nate needing to project them to him. Wade sometimes wonders if he's been selfish, in allowing this... whatever it was to grow between them. Nate wasn't even half his age. Then there was the matter that Wade didn't believe he was good for anyone, not after losing Vanessa.]

We do, don't we? [He keeps finding himself seeking Nate out, thinking about him when he's not there. Then he's willing to do whatever he can to make him happy. He knows what it all means. Wade's not usually so reluctant to bandy about the word love. But that's when it's a joke. When he doesn't actually care. Or when he assumes the other person won't actually know how serious he is.] And I'm not going anywhere.

[That may be a promise Wade can't keep either, but he'll try his damnedest.]

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[personal profile] fourthwalled 2022-08-23 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
[Wade meets those kisses just as tenderly, but eventually he starts to grow needier, mouth falling to the other man's neck.]

I am curious though. [Wade moves to settle on top of him more fully, fingers falling to the shirt Nate's got on, tugging at it. He smiles against his neck, mumbling in between mouthing skin.] Why the fuck did you bother putting on clothes? It's like you don't even like me at all, Nate. I'm very upset right now. Inconsolable.
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[personal profile] fourthwalled 2022-08-23 03:24 am (UTC)(link)
[He opens his mouth dragging his teeth down to his collarbone. Nate's laughter pools his body with pleasure, blooming from his belly outward. Wade liked making people laugh, him especially.]

That's my secret, Nate. I'm always hot and bothered.

[Wade nips at his neck, grinding against him as he's already starting to get hard. Maybe he'd come originally just thinking he wanted to spend time with him and unwind, but he couldn't seem to help himself.]
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[personal profile] fourthwalled 2022-08-24 12:10 am (UTC)(link)
[Pulling off Nate's shirt over his head, he sits up a moment to tear off his own. He groans, grinding his growing erection even more needfully against Nate's. ]

I missed you too. And so did lil' Wade.

[Sometimes Wade does do his best to absolutely ruin a moment...]
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[personal profile] fourthwalled 2022-08-25 12:56 am (UTC)(link)
No, he isn't. [Wade agrees cheekily as he continues to paw at Nate, before tugging down his own pants to let out the big guy.] But it's like an ironic lil'. Like Little John in Robin Hood.

[The question makes him sputter and do a double take like he can't believe it's Nate who's asked that question.] When you put it like that you have to know I absolutely am going to do that. [Because hearing Nate say 'breed me' made his cock jerk and pulse at the mere thought of it. He bites playfully at Nate's bottom lip.]

Do you want to take all my seed? Want me to fill you up?
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[personal profile] fourthwalled 2022-08-26 02:23 am (UTC)(link)
[There's probably little that Wade couldn't get into, kinky bastard that he is. He's busy staring at Nate, nibbling at his bottom lip, and peppering him with kisses that he doesn't notice the lube until it's fallen and he can feel it bump up against his side.

Glancing down, he grins, reaching for the bottle and squirting a very liberal amount onto his fingers before falling between them to tease at Nate's ass, spreading him.]


Who am I to say no to that? I can't. Know why? Because I'm a giver.
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[personal profile] fourthwalled 2022-08-27 11:23 pm (UTC)(link)
You bet your ass I am.

[He emphasizes the words with his plunging fingers, watching the way Nate responds to him.

Wade is okay, more or less. The party had been a lot, and maybe had left a few people with harder recoveries, but pain is Wade's normal. Although there's no denying that being around Nate did heal some of his damage that had been there before the party that had certianly been exhasterbated by it.

Fingers pull out and he slicks up his cock before he starts to push himself inside, thrusting all the way to the hilt.]


If you're a good boy, I'll breed you twice. Really make sure I fill you up to the brim.
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[personal profile] fourthwalled 2022-08-31 01:18 am (UTC)(link)
[Wade leans down to nuzzle at Nate's neck, letting out a shaky breath as he stays deep inside him until Nate adjusts. The soft cry out of Nate's lips does things to Wade, coils at his insides, and warms them. Wade laughs against his neck,]

Pretty much anything with you would turn me on all over again. [Because Wade is a smitten fucking idiot.]

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