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[overconfidently]

USERNAME: GREY
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[overconfidently]

it's a temporary solution. keyword being temporary.

[notrosecolored]

I'll let you know when I need a change.

[overconfidently]

no you won't.

[notrosecolored]

All right, but consider that that means it's working.

[overconfidently]

you keep shutting people out and you'll be more than just alone.

[notrosecolored]

I know.

[overconfidently]

and you're fine with that?

[notrosecolored]

To avoid answering incorrectly tell me what you meant by more than alone.

[overconfidently]

you'll be a shell of yourself.

[notrosecolored]

That could be complicated to answer, but let's just go with it not being a major concern right now.

[overconfidently]

sure. but before you know it, it will be.

[notrosecolored]

Sweetheart, I will do the absolute best I can manage for you, but there hasn't been any real 'self' to worry about in a long time. I don't keep encouraging you to engage with your mom because I don't care about you, I keep pushing it because you deserve - and most people need - emotional connection, and I can't.

[overconfidently]

( sweetheart... )

you don't have to worry. you're not my father.

[notrosecolored]

I know. Especially not here - the ages are all wrong. But you are one of my kids.

[overconfidently]

( there's a lot of conflicting emotions felt in reading that, so rather than respond back, all that's left is a sort of READ equivalent to the message. )