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[overconfidently]

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[overconfidently]

it’s not like i need it.

[notrosecolored]

I would be surprised if that's an influencing factor

[overconfidently]

you going to have a house party?

[notrosecolored]

No.

[overconfidently]

do you need help moving?

[notrosecolored]

Maybe a little.

[overconfidently]

i don't mind if you do. i'm not working at the moment so. i have time.

[notrosecolored]

I know. Why don't you come help move the sofa and beds in.

[overconfidently]

sure. i can do that. all the heavy lifting.

[notrosecolored]

How about you do some of it and I do some of it.

[overconfidently]

sure you can?

[notrosecolored]

Yes.

[overconfidently]

guess we'll see. thanks for telling me though.

steve has another contract too. his name's loki.

[notrosecolored]

...why the hell- You know what, never mind.

[overconfidently]

i talked to him. i met him. i feel like he's insecure. he's also magical it seems.

[notrosecolored]

Yep.

[overconfidently]

he also didn't like my coffee when i made it for him. guess i need to work on that.

[notrosecolored]

Or he can learn to make his own coffee.

[overconfidently]

i was trying to be nice.

( he also wants to learn things. )

we might actually be looking for a more permanent place too. somewhere that isn't the apartments. not sure where or when yet.

( steve had asked him if he had a preference between the up and down and while the up is safer? the down has his father and wade soon, so. he's not sure. )

[notrosecolored]

[ Why would you - actually go ahead and bother if you want, he's uncomfortable with this whole conversation and going to be POLITE and non-committal dammit. ]

The apartments are pretty limited if you're trying to make more than a couple of people work.

[overconfidently]

( dad please. )

i don't know what it's like to have a home. i'm not sure i want to consider anything that here? but i don't know. it's more than i've ever had. more than i thought i'd have. i want normal things. i want to know what it's like.

[notrosecolored]

Here is probably as good an opportunity as you're going to get for a while. Go with it as far as you can.

[overconfidently]

it's difficult because it feels like i'm giving in? to this place and what it wants from us. i feel like i'm always arguing with myself.

[notrosecolored]

Resisting what you want because it's happening within a big picture wrong isn't useful.

[overconfidently]

if i wasn't here, i wouldn't have met you or jean like i have. i wouldn't have met wade or others either. not like this.